Was finishing up an early morning assignment when the image came through on my news feed. In a suitcase from two years ago was my vision board sat along small items for Bali. My eyes welled with tears as I looked at the image of the love of my life and our little dog.

It baffles my mind after 2 years apart how two people can love each other so much. Yet at the same time fall completely apart. I wish I knew how to shake it. To stop loving him or maybe living in a memory or what we were.

I know that time is passing and I should open my heart again . But I am lost still finding my way back. One day the tears will stop falling and the joy in loving will return. Right now I have misplaced the key to unlocking my heart.

My suitcase packing for Bali for my move to 2 years ago.

On the plane embarking on the greatest adventure of my life.

Hotel I lived in for 1 month.

Writing my first blog entry.

Meetings in Bali to figure out manufacturing.

Visiting factories.